I keep coming back to the question of "What do I really want?" Well, what if I don't know what I really want? I mean there are things that I absolutely want, like financial freedom so I have the freedom to pick up and go on an adventure or purchase something without worrying if I have enough for it. Since reading Secrets of the Millionaire Mind and starting the courses with Peak Potentials I know that's what I truly want, but how bad? I've gone to 6 courses and 3 camps in the last 8 months and I haven't done more than put Google adSense on this page in the way of earning passive income. I haven't earned a cent yet with my page, due completely to my lack of willingness to learn how to do it effectively. I've looked into network marketing on numerous occasions and nothing really turns me on. Many people have told me "If you don't believe in it, or it doesn't resonate with you, don't even get into it." So then what?
I can say that I've been promoting the Millionaire Mind Intensive again this fall season and I've had more success with it not being free. (The mind works in crazy ways!) As of yet, I haven't closed anyone...WHAT'S THE DEAL?! I know it's something in my head, probably dealing with the fact that I don't have the financials to prove that it works, but I KNOW that it will work. I see it every time I divy up my paycheck. I SEE exactly how it works! And I spend enough time with people that use it and are absolute successes because of it!!!!
At work, we always have the Secret playing in the waiting room and I always think of that part where they say not to give up just because you aren't seeing results. The visual is of the seed just about to sprout out of the ground. I just continue to believe that those seeds that I planted are still germinating and that they will also sprout out of the ground at the right time. That task in itself proves that you need to be patient and determined to get where you want to be. And of course there is a part of me that just wants to be in the moment. Maybe that's the answer...maybe that's the principle that I'm not using. I've been setting my intentions and putting dates on them so that I am specific and the Universe cannot get confused, but I've been focusing on everything in between now and then and how it's going to work out rather than just enjoying now. As I'm writing that, my mind is saying, "Well that still doesn't justify promoting something you don't have results with and you have to think about the future and how everything will work out...you can't just make uninformed decisions." Well ya mind, you are right, thank-you, I want to make informed decisions, but I also want to be here now, not in my past, not in my future, in my present moment, now...as a Warrior, I create every moment of my life. How can I create a reality of financial freedom if I'm not in the moment? I have created this moment of epiphany through writing. I have created this moment of laughther through my epiphany which came from my writing. The Universe is on purpose, and I have just shared with you reading this, my process of realization of why I don't yet have what I want. The reality I have created has been created so that I can be right here right now. Snap and shift....now from this point forward I can create my reality in each moment so that it is in line with exactly what I want...verrrrrry interesting.... :D
Wow, I get it now! And with that have a great night! I'm going to create my reality!
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