My last post was about the 'Two Sides of Me You Don't Always See' and as I read the post again after a few days I realized that I really didn't explain the two sides of me. And that's OK. That's my spiritual side going with the flow, forgetting that there is a process to be followed when writing.
I mean, the process is really your own, but if you want your posts to make sense shouldn't they, at some point, come back to the title or main focus of what you originally wanted to talk about? Maybe this was what my professors were talking about. It did take a lot of focus to keep on topic and not delve into random side bars.
Having said that, I have been working in my spiritual energy for the past few days. The Wizard if you will, combined with the Warrior. I have had a strong urge to write. Words repeating themselves over and over in my head until they are down on paper. 25 sheets of paper to be exact; front and back. I allowed the words to flow through me and I did not stop to correct or edit along the way. I just wrote and wrote. When I felt the urge to go back and 'look over' stuff my Warrior kicked in and said, "Back to writing girl, it's not about making changes yet." And back to the writing I went.
To my surprise, when I actually did finish writing what I needed to write I was told (by my inner voice) to re-read the entire thing without stopping to change a thing. Just read it. What I thought was a really haphazard layout was true, but somehow underneath it all there was a linking web from one story to the next, to the next, to the next. My logical self was getting very agitated because it was hard to follow and 'shouldn't' be like that. It wanted to categorize and compartmentalize everything into sections and make it all sterile and white. My spiritual side was thoroughly impressed with my words, my emotions, my humour, but most of all my willingness to go through the process of regurgitating elements of my life without hesitation or resistance.
I've known for a while, there was a book in me waiting to come out and I had sat down and written before, but nothing came out. When the time is right, write.
This spiritual side that I mention is rooted in a great understanding that there are things that exist that we cannot see with our human eyes, nor can we explain by science. And I'm sooo OK with that! I believe in angels and spirits and fairies and orbs. I've experienced spirit and seen spirit before and so I have learned to use these beings to assist me.
I have a ritual every morning. I pull a card from each of my 'guidance' cards if you will and I read the messages they send me for the day. One this morning was 'STAY FOCUSED'. Clear as a bell, I instantly knew where I was going to need to apply that. Facebook, email, eating, chatting...all distractions I continually allow myself to partake in to get away from writing. Even writing this blog is a distraction for me, which is why I chose to write about that card and spirituality. By reminding myself about that message everytime I tried to distract myself, I was able to regroup and keep going. I know there is a reason that this book came out of me here and now. I will not know what that reason is until I see what could have stopped me in the future.
I am very greatful for these words of wisdom each morning. I can't come up with it all by myself, why not ask for help from something greater? I don't always understand what the messages mean so I read them and then move on. It usually isn't until later when I look back and say, 'Oh yes, how appropriate that was!'
The trick is to realize that there are people and beings who can help us along on our journey, all we need to do is ask for their help, listen to their messages and continue on with our lives. Soon enough they will all fall into place.
If you would like to learn more about spirituality contact me at kellymullen1@gmail.com
Remember, we all learn in our own time, I can only share with you what I have experienced and guide you by that. I am by no means an expert, but I have knowledge and if I don't have it, I'm sure I know someone who does. :)
Peace out.
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